I'm Afraid...

I'm afraid I would not do well in my upcoming tests. I'm afraid of hearing "I'm afraid you did not pass your test." There was always this pressure ever since I stepped into schooling life. Always afraid that something may go wrong during the test; afraid you have not studied enough when you actually got all the notes in your head. Always want to have more time to study as you are afraid that you do not seem sincere in studying enough, you think you have not studied as much as the others. Studying may not be a dangerous thing, but indeed it is a scary thing. You might see people doing bold stuff like bungee jumping but still have that smile on their face after doing it, but when someone is troubled by something they do not know but have to know, you see them frowning. And this frown would never disappear until his or her doubts are cleared. If they do not get their doubts cleared they feel emptiness inside their head, they somehow feel useless and thus their confidence level decrease greatly. But when they know, they feel proud they feel knowledgeable they would then have the confidence to do well in tests.